For the last Year We have had a good Ride. My Golden Girls and I. We seemed to compliment each other. Add something different to the Group and Be able to make each other feel good.
Dorothy is a fixer ~ She allows each of us to cry on her shoulder and tells us when to grow up. She Takes care of us even when she needs the taking care of
Rose She is our Peaceful Girl ~ She tries to make every one happy by going with the flow and has a beautiful heart that gives to each us and takes us all with open arms.
Blanch... Well she is our Spice ~ She pushes us to look at our selves as more then just mothers but as the vivacious, desirable creatures that we were before our Kids. She gets us ready to PARTY.
and I guess that leaves me Sophia ~ Short, Sarcastic and can Shock you with her past!
Sadly this last few months that feeling has Changed and we seem to be picking out all the others Flaws . All those Wonderful Things that we thought Made that person Great and Fun are now little Needles that we Jab back and forth
We are seeing~ Self Centred, Closed off, Over-confident, Bossy, Picky, Know It All, Over Bearing...
When Not that long Ago we were seeing~ Indulgent, Shy, Out Going, Helpful, Careful, Informative, Protective...
We added another Personality to the Group Recently and She is Great. and We all Love her. She is sweet and conservative. shortly after that Two from the Group told the rest of us that they were not in a "friendship" as they had been for many years and that seemed to start an upset. It feels like if you are with one that wanting the other there is wrong and it feels like sides are being taken.
Over the Winter we seemed to be going "OUT" all the time and that pace became to much for a couple of us and have been Sitting out quite a few of the "Outings" (Bar and Dancing) because they are not able to keep it up anymore. And it seems that at these outing more plans are made that others are not told about.
It seems that short coffees happen here and there but someone is always missing. Then it seems like we talk about that one when they miss (Im not exempt from this and I HATE that about myself) and I am scared to know what is said when I cant make it. I know Im not Perfect and that there are many complaints that can be said about me Heck I have a rolodex of Complaints I Have About Me.
We talk about making a Group Effort to start Something like Bowling, Or Skating but it seems so far off from where we are at this time. I want our little group back together having good times. But that is not for right now so Im wanting to taking a step back and watch.
But I cant because deep down I love them ALL to much to leave and not work this out because what Friendship will not have its down times. Its Stresses and come on Who could be around me and not get upset with My bitter sarcastic ways. I just want us to sit and talk this all out and share our feeling openly and once that is done if the Golden Girls have to part ways then we part ways but at least then Everything will be said and out in the Open.
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